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Obscurity
I dont want you here
But I dont want to be without you
I cant stand you seeing me like this
But I need you here to help me through this
Everything I dont want, I need
I can no longer control my world
I can feel the very bone from my spine
Being eaten slowly away
My muscles spasm in pain
Doubling me over
Weakening my reservoirs
Every turn I make
I crack a little more
My sanity is on the brink of failure
I no longer think clearly
I need you here to hold me tight
Think not of my actions toward you
Just know that I truely care
No one knows what this is like
This pain that incases my body
My strongest feature
Is now my weakest point
My center is being stolen from within
I could fail at any moment
The not knowing is the worst
I fear that fall more than life itself
For it will take my life with it
Leaving me broken
And incomplete
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from the Havens I have fallen. . . to the earth as a mangled form. . . writhing in pain, my wings torn and bloodied. . . I have one purpose, only one goal. . . to find you and love you, for I am your. . . fallen angel
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