While I do appreciate the opportunities for expressing yourself that you have at this job.
I also know in the long run, these will come again.
First & foremost is what is best for you, and your life, and your health.
I personally would recommend finding a better job that gives you more stability,
and also a better idea of where you stand.
You don't know how much this affects your life.
The sense of being stable, would allow you to experiment on your own,
while at the same time grow outside of your work.
The higher wage would give your next employer even after that something more substantial to build on.
(everything goes in steps, you build on everything else...even bosses do this)
Look out for yourself...I know that the opportunity to express yourself will come again.
But once you fall behind...it takes forever to catch up.
Take the better job...the art will come to you.
Or at least this will give you the stability & freedom in your personal life.
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