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The first thing you need to figure out is what YOU want. You talk about your girlfriend's wishes and your mom's wishes and the only wish that you identify for yourself is one that you recognize as being an easier way out of where you are now.
As lurkette pointed out, counseling is an option. They will likely be able to help you sift through what you want versus what is expected of you.
Don't give up on something just because it's difficult. You've obviously got some dedication since you quit sniffing glue and have worked hard at wrestling, try to put some of that dedication into your schoolwork and see what happens. As far as the girlfriend thing goes, if you can't stay faithful, I think that says a lot about whether you're ready for that level of relationship or not. Getting involved with a girl who cheats on her bf with you, almost guarantees that you will be cheated on by her too.
BTW, I live in Hope, NJ right next to Blairstown. Small world.
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