Is this it? I never heard it, I just did a search of those lyrics you wrote:
"I lay before them, one and myself, all alone
My ashen face, once full of life, now carved in stone
I wish they all would not remember me this way
If I could speak once more to ease their pain I'd say...
Leave me here, far away
Remember me in a different way
When I'm gone, away from here
In your thoughts I'll always be here
Leave me here, far away
In your mind remember me this way
When I'm gone, away from here
In memories I'll always be here
I wish that I could come back, have my life again
I want to see myself to see what might have been
But now I know I can't return, there is no way
Knowing I've caused this pain I wish that I could say..."
http://www.gatlin316.net/v2/smallsit...ized-cont.html