Yup. once. it was out of fury in my early teenage years and more of a situation of seeing how far i could go than seriously ending it all. But of all the times of contemplation that was the one time I seriously harmed myself, there's even a scar. It's a good thing though since when i contemplate it now or in the future it'll remind me how childish the attitude is to find a permanent solution for a temporary problem.
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-poor is the man whose pleasure depends on the permission of another-
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