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Originally posted by ninety09
That's something I would never even consider doing.
But if some people want to end their lives, good riddance.
I find it amazing that there are so many people that attempt suicide, but fail. Is it really that hard??
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Um... due to the fact that we are a peacful bunch here at the TFP I am going to refrain from pointing out your ignorance.
But word to the wise... Think before you speak. Even if you are offending people that have attempted suicide (myself being six times) you are still offending a human.
And yes it can be hard. When you try let me know how well it works the first time. You get really scared... you sweat alot as the knife blade gets closer to your flesh. Most of it you won't remember when you wake up the next morning covered in you own blood. That's when you realize that the cuts weren't deep enough. You wrap your wounds and go about your day knowing that just like everything else in in life... you failed... you failed at death. Then about two or three nights later after a few drinks and a session of listening to all the songs that you've chosen as the ones that fit you best you try again... only this time you sharpen the knife first and make sure you get in good and deep. Cut after cut and blood flowing freely you pass.
Only to find yourself in a hospital bed. Your mother found you. That bitch. Why would she let you die in peace.
Life continues like this for years. Pills popped and razors dulled. Vodka, beer and blood become all you know. And really at this point. 4 years into it. The pain is becoming a really good friend. It's like a warm hug. So, nights pass with puddles besdie the bed and bathtub. And every morning you wake up wanting more.
But then again you wouldn't understand.