Dude, welcome to life as we know it.
This is the way I have always felt, unfortunatly I have never found an answer and I doubt I ever will.
As I am an atheist things, sometimes, tend to be even more bleak since I don't have the mental crutch called religion to lean on.
The only way I can go on living is by exploring the complexity of this world. I want to know everything and how everything works so I read, study and think. That makes me happy and almost content with life.
What came first, mental illness or abstract thinking?
Our minds capacity is a great asset but also our greatest curse.
I'm not trying to make you feel better with this message, in my eyes that is not possible, I just wanted to tell you that you are not alone in this line of thought.
Take care and enjoy the short time of life you've been given.
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Life is shit,
Death is even worse,
So what's the point of killing yourself?
/Ignatius Camryn Paladine
Last edited by Regziever; 10-30-2003 at 08:54 AM..
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