Eldaire

Does anyone else out there feel stuck? I mean, like this world is missing something really important, but you can't quite put your finger on it? I feel like there's a battle that I'm missing, like there's a struggle that I'm unwittingly on the wrong side of. I really wish I could tell what was really important. Why should I be a success? Why should I study hard and work hard? To make lots of money? And do what with it? But then, is it right to be a slacker? Isn't it wrong to waste potential? Or is using potential for profit a waste in itself? What am I supposed to be? What am I supposed to do? Why am I here!? Argh... I guess these are the classic questions that people have been trying to answer since the creation of man, and I should probably just get used to them being unanswered, but I can't. I feel like I'm stuck in the Matrix or something. Foolishly unaware of reality. I hate to say that a little cause I've fel this way since long before the Matrix was out, but the metaphor fits my emotions so perfectly (guess that's why it's a hit). I want to take the red pill. I want to get out of here. Am I alone?