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emidew22 · 10-29-2003, 05:24 AM

I never used to care, but just the other night i read one of my boyfriend's old posts, where he described a porn star as "the epitome of beauty" and for some reason that just stung. I don't know... i mean it makes sense for someone to say like "that porn star has the hottest tits" or something like that, but beautiful isn't what i think of when i see porn. I think sex. That's all that there is to those women as far as i can see when you watch a porn. Maybe they are beautiful people once you get to know them, but last time i checked, he doesn't know them. Although he seemed to know her body pretty well, cause he was able to go into detail in his post about how this chic used to weigh more, but then she lost all this weight and her tits shrunk, so maybe that's why she got a boob job or something. I mean, yeah, looking at porn is fine, but he must have _studied_ her body or something. Wouldn't that make you insecure? And aren't I supposed to be the one who's the epitome of beauty in his eyes??? Be he only ever tells me that i'm hot or sexy. It's like i'm the sex object and the porn star is the one he's in love with.

10-29-2003, 05:24 AM	#19 (permalink)
emidew22 Upright Location: Boston	I never used to care, but just the other night i read one of my boyfriend's old posts, where he described a porn star as "the epitome of beauty" and for some reason that just stung. I don't know... i mean it makes sense for someone to say like "that porn star has the hottest tits" or something like that, but beautiful isn't what i think of when i see porn. I think sex. That's all that there is to those women as far as i can see when you watch a porn. Maybe they are beautiful people once you get to know them, but last time i checked, he doesn't know them. Although he seemed to know her body pretty well, cause he was able to go into detail in his post about how this chic used to weigh more, but then she lost all this weight and her tits shrunk, so maybe that's why she got a boob job or something. I mean, yeah, looking at porn is fine, but he must have _studied_ her body or something. Wouldn't that make you insecure? And aren't I supposed to be the one who's the epitome of beauty in his eyes??? Be he only ever tells me that i'm hot or sexy. It's like i'm the sex object and the porn star is the one he's in love with. Last edited by emidew22; 10-29-2003 at 05:43 AM..