okay. i have a lot to say about this!
all apologizes for using the same ole' disability bit. i speak for what and who I am.
as a person who goes up and down on a fuckin turn of a dime, i definatly talk way too fucking much when i feel good or am pissed.
i get adrenaline rushes due to oxygen rushes and such and christ almighty i get on my own goddamned nerves. and if i get thoroughly pissed i can rant well too
all of this is mainly said in chat, though.
otherwise, i am mostly the "listener". i have been a rock and shoulder for more people than i can count. i normally don't mind because they need a friend.
however if it's someone who is just talking to talk more than four or five minutes..... i wanna duct tape their mouth... and nose.
i try to remember at all times that people go through so much junk and i try to listen respectively. one of our biggest flaws and failures as human beings is we shut people off. sometimes what we consider 'chit chat' can be very important to another person. brushing people off is a very unwise idea.
i have a few rules since i live at home, too. I pay a good price for rent to live here and when i wake up i
hate people trying to talk to me unless it is a girl i like (go figure) or it's imporant. if my mom comes into talk wih my aide i tell them to leave. period. i explained long ago i'm not being rude but i feel like shit, yawl have three hours to speak, when i get up i don't want people talking around me.
the last rule i've made and will probably never enforce is being 'the buddy' or 'brother' to the ladies. it may sound rude if i say 'sorry i'm not going to hear this'.
I think it's rude to not give a person the time of day unless you need someone to whine to.
so.... all ya gorgeous gals who wanna use me. fuck off
like i told a friend of mine not long ago that i'm just sick of this shit. wanna friend? great. wanna crutch? fuck off dude
god i talk too much!