I think that if you weighed moments of happiness vs. moments of unhappiness on a day to day basis, i'd be on the happy side of things. I don't really like my job, but i like the people there, so i get through the day goofing off with them as much as is possible at work. As far as where i am at this point in my life, i'm not happy. This isn't where i want to be. But when i try to figure out where that is, i can't decide between the past that i fucked up (wanting to try to fix it and be back there) or a different path. I guess you could say that i might not be happy with life at this time, but i am a happy person (as long as i've got a good mix of zoloft and welbutrine pumping through my brain.)
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