Well I have to say alot of the time I feel the exact same way as you do. Your depression sounds very serious! Feeling suicidal is a terrible way to feel and no one deserves to feel that bad!! I can completely relate to you. You should seek help! Unfortunately depression cannot be overcome by yourself. You don't deserve to feel bad! Seek help from your family too, since you love them and don't want them to be upset if you were gone. It's hard at first but you need to know people love you and want you around! It's also very hard being a college student, you are not alone! Also remember that adorable puppy in your picture loves you too! I'm so sorry you have to feel this way, it's not fair, but you will prevaile!!
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