Do you have valid reasons to NOT trust him?
Do you have valid reasons TO trust him?
If you have your reasons, then no you're not crazy. It's better to be safe than sorry imo, especially when it comes to things like relationships. And most especially with someone you may "love" or may start to "love". Trust is something that is earned, and not given. You may still be searching for that trust with him. You may also (for some reason that is your own) be looking for ways to push him away.
You seem like you may be someone who is easily hurt emotionally. The problem with relationships, such as the one you are looking to persue, is that you run the very real risk of being hurt, and hurt badly, emotionally. It is the risk you take in the persuit of love. That risk is more dangerous for some, than it is for others, and not everyone wins the game.
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