rogue49

Yes, I foolishly fell in love with another's wife.
I knew their marriage was a sham, with no love in it.
Our relationship was very passionate, and significant.
But since she was Catholic, she kept trying.
I got tired of hiding, because I wanted her in my life, and I wanted to shout our love aloud.
And I eventually got frustrated and walked away from "the one"

I found out about 3 years later, that she had divorced her husband.
But by that time, I had moved my life elsewhere, never to return.
She won't leave, and I can't go.

I've got to work on my timing.

Her memory still haunts me in many ways.
But at least I know I can love again
I just have to make sure, that I find that woman that wants to stick around for awhile.

Interestingly enough, even though she was the only attached woman that I knowingly had relations with.
I seem to attract many that are in relationships already.
As if, I can give them something they are yearning for.

But I learned my lesson the first time, and I do not knowingly start up with an attached lady.
Now, if they don't tell me, I can't do anything about that.
But if I found out, then...I would break it off immediately.

I am now selfish...I want them only for myself
If I give my time & life to them, then the reverse is true.
That's the way it should be...sharing each other.
Love & passion is too significant to waste.