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over the last few months i'v felt a marked downward spiral in the happiness department. life, it seems, has grown adept at throwing curveballs, and i'm still learning how to swing my bat. because of that, i've been striking out repeatedly. i have scored a couple of hits, my girlfriend in particular, but by and large, i've been swinging wildly but haven't hit anything out of the park.
dropping silly metaphors, i've been sturggling lately with the fact that i've not been surrounded by alot of positivity, and this is finally starting to erode away at the normally very thick shell i've always used to deflect negative feelings from getting to my core. it's getting dire. i'm normally a pretty happy person, but i'm just losing myself to the negativity, and i don't like the feelings that come with it.
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My country is the world, and my religion is to do good.
- Thomas Paine
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