I think I have only been in love with 1 girl...We were together for about 5 or 6 years. When she broke up with me, It felt like she ripped my heart out and stomped on it.
I didn't think the pain from losing her would ever go away, There was so much around me that always reminded me of her...It drove me crazy.
Now that the pain is gone, I often look back and remember all the fun we had...Even the bad stuff.
It is better to have loved & lost rather than never falling in love.
Ever since that break up...I have not been in a serious relationship...Just cause I fear that pain...And i don't wanna take the chance of going through it again...That's just me though, Deep down I am very sensitive to these kinds of things.
Not being harsh...But try to move forward instead of back, When the pain is gone and you look back...You will understand why it is better to have loved & lost rather than never haved loved at all.
Good Luck.
