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it's odd... in alot of ways i'm two people. the first is phred the wild, nutty, do anything, say anything goofball who makes sure people notice him without any regard to what people think. i like being loud, obnoxious, and overly silly, and i like others around me to catch that vibe and have fun. it gives me life and fuels me.
the other part of me is the very cold, private, reserved me. i have alot of negative things in my life at this moment (not to say i don't have any positives, but the lion's share...) - i keep alot of my darker, sadder, negative emotions inside and cover them with phred, because life flows easier that way. not to say that i don't deal with them or just let them fester, but i prefer to keep those things to myself and not burden others with them. very few people get to see me. my mother, my girlfriend, and a few others know me. everyone else knows phred. i'm fine with that, i'm happy with both of who i am. i feel that a fair balance of yin and yang, light and dark, keeps me normal and makes me who i am.
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My country is the world, and my religion is to do good.
- Thomas Paine
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