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		 it varies. 
50/50 porn/imagination. 
 
but lately imagination turns to ex...which hits the pause button til i can cycle up some other chick in my head. 
 
i like lube, but have run out and havent had any for about a year. 
i found lotion to be a decent substitute...but kinda feel funny about how much lotion i go thru. i have also been known to use my saliva. 
 
heres one for the "i cant believe im posting this" 
about a year or so ago, i used an empty cd-spindle which i lubed up and...um...utilized to stimulate my prostate whilst i rubbed it out. 
that was pretty powerful. but i havent been inclined to do it again. 
 
and occasionally a finger will slip in there and play "prostate poker" 
		
		
		
		
		
			
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				the darkness it surrounds me, consumes my very soul. within this worthless existence i shall never be made whole.
			 
		
		
		
		
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