I sure as hell though i had. I remeber one instance lying in bed with her just having a discussion/mixed w/ some kissing, and cuddling that kinda thing. I rolled over, and we caught eachother glance. We just stared at eachother for a min or so, and then quickly looked away. after about 30 seconds past we both said that was kind of scary, because at that moment all i could think about was how much i want to spend the rest of my life with you.
Then we went on break for the summer she got 2 jobs and started partying with other guys. When the school year came around again she didn't want anything to do w/ me
