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When I was in Eugene Oregon, my friend found the journal of this hardcore christian. Its made the rounds amoung most of my friends and it reads like a penthouse/promise keepers forum. She switches from talking about how she is going to save herself for Jesus to blowing guys throughout the journal.
I think the shame can come out sideways like it does for her. You can tell from the journal that she is getting more and more depressed, because she is young (20's), pretty, horny, and holy. She won't have sex with guys, but she will blow them... this causes her a lot of mental problems. It was kind of sad to watch her get more and more fucked up because she had two such strong forces pulling her apart.
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This too shall pass.
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