Life's a risk, man. Every day you get outta bed, you're setting yourself up for one big fall.
And you know what happens? You can usually make it home ok.
If you're just lusting after her, or have some juvenile crush, I'd say let yourself cool off and don't risk any awkwardness. After all, that kind of age and maturity difference leads me to believe that you two probably wouldn't be on nearly the same level. She's 21; do you honestly think she'd want to get involved with someone who has two children? I can tell you, being about that age, that not even a bear trap would keep me in a situation like that. But, that's me.
Then again, there's no better time than now to toss the dice. You're young, you sound like you're doing well, so why not? The worst thing that can happen is she'll say no and your sister will chide you for a few weeks.
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I'll be the one to protect you from your enemies and all your demons.
I'll be the one to protect you from a will to survive and voice of reason.
I'll be the one to protect you from your enemies and your choices, son.
They're one and the same I must isolate you, isolate and save you from yourself."
- A Perfect Circle
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