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anleja · 09-17-2003, 03:34 PM

My past has proven to myself that I need to feel the love bond before I go "all the way." But man, sometimes I wish I could go back...

When I was about 18 and going to college art class, this woman sat next to me who was pretty hot, a little older, with red hair, petite... it turns out she was married to someone even older than her, he was probably in his late 40s, early 50s. Anyway, I don't think she was too happy, at least not sexually fulfilled. One day, the teacher of the class postponed some exam, the woman turned to me and said something like how we should celebrate the postponed exam by going to a movie. I just acted clueless. Another time she drove me to my dad's house, no one was home for about a week, it would have been perfect to invite her in, but I didn't.

Another college girl wanted me, I think... but she also was in a relationship! We had to pair up, so we chose each other. She asked the teacher if we could do the work in the hallway, he agreed. So, she is laying on her tummy in the hallway, giving me a great look of her cleavage. We'd go out for lunch and smoke pot, I swear I could've had her, but, like the other girl, she was in a relationship. The last time I saw her she was crying because she thought she was pregnant by her boyfriend.

So, I think it would have been fun, but I would have probably regretted it due to their being in relationships.

If they weren't in a relationship, I think having sex with them would've been nice. Oh well. I think I made the right decision. I'll try to do it with only people (or person) I love. Less issues (but I guess that depends on who you ask, also).

09-17-2003, 03:34 PM	#31 (permalink)
anleja disconnected Location: ignoreland	My past has proven to myself that I need to feel the love bond before I go "all the way." But man, sometimes I wish I could go back... When I was about 18 and going to college art class, this woman sat next to me who was pretty hot, a little older, with red hair, petite... it turns out she was married to someone even older than her, he was probably in his late 40s, early 50s. Anyway, I don't think she was too happy, at least not sexually fulfilled. One day, the teacher of the class postponed some exam, the woman turned to me and said something like how we should celebrate the postponed exam by going to a movie. I just acted clueless. Another time she drove me to my dad's house, no one was home for about a week, it would have been perfect to invite her in, but I didn't. Another college girl wanted me, I think... but she also was in a relationship! We had to pair up, so we chose each other. She asked the teacher if we could do the work in the hallway, he agreed. So, she is laying on her tummy in the hallway, giving me a great look of her cleavage. We'd go out for lunch and smoke pot, I swear I could've had her, but, like the other girl, she was in a relationship. The last time I saw her she was crying because she thought she was pregnant by her boyfriend. So, I think it would have been fun, but I would have probably regretted it due to their being in relationships. If they weren't in a relationship, I think having sex with them would've been nice. Oh well. I think I made the right decision. I'll try to do it with only people (or person) I love. Less issues (but I guess that depends on who you ask, also). Last edited by anleja; 09-17-2003 at 03:36 PM..