After read the things you wrote about your lover, you only seem to be interested/attracted to her sexually. You don not seem to have any respect for her as a person ie. her bad choices of her ex BF and husband, she's had FOUR kids before she is 30 and is now divorced, she isn't smart, etc. I too think you are in lust and not love. Her person life seems unstable with her ex's. I'd steer clear. It sounds like if they find out about you, it will not only ruin your life, but your wife and child's. Good luck in whatever you decide.
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