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My first time was with my 1st real gf in highschool. we were seniors and it was not her first time by far (although i did not find out more acurately what number i was until much later by one of her friends), but supposedly i was like #4ish. well, for me it was pretty good. it was in a church parkinglot in her car t night. the subequent few other times i did it with her in the future were not good at all because i was really nervous. all in all i felt like she stole something form me after she went on to break my heart. i would trade back my virginity that i lost from her in a heartbeat. with the last gf i had, i was her first and it was very auqwrd because i was taking it form her, and i felt like i did not want that responsibility. well were went on to dat for 3 years before she broke up with me in may, again, subsequently, breaking my heart. i hink virginity and innocence are one of the best things in the world, and i remember the first kiss and the feeling that came with it, and boy, i would do anything to feel that feeling again.......
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i don't want to be lonely, i just want to be alone.
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