motdakasha

I bitch and moan a lot about needing to get laid, but I don't want to just get laid. I want to have sex with someone who knows every inch of my body and can effectively satisfy me. I tried dating a few times and it was just a horrible experience for me. The last guy I dated I wanted to murder, but I don't think he even realized how much he irritated me.

I know I'm not single for lack of effort. I'm a fairly social person. Every now and then, I'll go to a goth club. I'm part of my college's Outdoor Club. I talk to and meet a lot of people on the internet. I'm a regular at a coffee shop (and I don't even drink coffee). None of my efforts seem to get me anywhere. I feel like I'm going in circles.

And the guys I meet that I'm actually interested in have completely opposite social lives to me. They never seem to enjoy going out or doing something interesting or fun or cheap. They never want to hike, or bicycle, or DDR, or snowboard, or go to a museum, or surf, or ANY T H I N G. Sometimes, they'll go to a social gathering, but it's usually only after I drag them out by their ears. Or, the only thing they're willing to do on a regular basis is go out to get fast food because they can't cook! W T F. My first (evil) ex couldn't even cook canned food. My last date couldn't even make Cup O Noodles. It's a wonder how I met these hermits in the first place.

They seem so cool in the beginning, then they get worse and worse. I can't help but wonder if it's because I actively look to identify their flaws, or if they really do just change over time.

When a guy does make a first move (pretty rare for me), it's usually some guy I really don't want to make a first move. And I have a tendency to pick out the guys that don't like me. Go me. Woo. :/

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