Let it absolutely destroy you. Really. I was obsessed with my ex gf's son's gf (my ex gf is 23 years my senior). She was the most beautiful girl I ever laid eyes on at the time, and we were actually pretty good friends. But I got too involved emotionally and became her crutch when her bf would be an asshole or whatever. I hated seeing her with her bf tho; he was my boss at the time and we were friends too and he was cheating on her. I let it eat me alive, and it went on till I finally realized it would never be. then you do move on, but it may take a little time.
Infatuations feel just as real as love, but you need the other half to take it to the next step. So obsess about it until you realize your futility.
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I happen to like the words "fuck", "cock", "pussy", "tits", "cunt", "twat", "shit" and even "bitch". As long as I am not using them to describe you, don't go telling me whether or not I can/should use them...that is, if you want me to continue refraining from using them to describe you. ~Prince
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