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i am having series of three different mind altering pains at once, a fatigue attack, my hip has me almost in tears and my depression has peaked.
once again i experiment on self. wrote my thoughts and this is what came out
Why am I so goddamned sad?
Over the hill and down he road
Walking and dying
Existing and denying
A road once walked where cowards strode
Knowing and guessing
Looking for truth is why they are questing
Once again, I ask: why am I so goddamned sad?
Paved this road with tears and scorn
Displaced and disowned
We continue to bleed and moan
Down this road too many have lost and mourned
Cracked with no healing
No new skin and what is left is peeling
I still do not know why I’m so goddamned sad.
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