How many times have you broken it off with Sugarbush? Why do you expect it to work any better this time? Especially with the added stress on this relationship that will be there once she finds out you fathered a child. Whether that effects her or not, I don't know but it certainly will effect you. I think you are wishing for things that will never happen.
As far as raising your child, do the right thing. Whatever that is. Being close to your child doesn't mean you have to live in the same town. But it does mean you have to be there at least some of the time. I suspect that if you live in Denver the only realtionship you'll have is through your checkbook and that's not enough.
Good luck
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