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... fury
i have tried thrice this night to say it right
nothing can quite flow right so here goes in simple terms
my life is too fast and I can’t slow down
I body aches and my mind breaks and I can’t get it out right anymore
For one moment I allow a time of woe is me and totally take down the persona Z
I am a man who just can’t tolerate this burden anymore
I’ve been told I’d not be given too much to bear
I fear they are liars, and I’m fucking pissed
I think you’ve tried to breake me too many times but I will not curse you and I still love you
But I hope your conscience wounds you deeper than the thickest nails. For I feel you deserve
How dare you make me broken and suffer to be alone?!
I never put you to a goddamned tree!
I never turned my back on thee!
I never spat or threw water in your face!
Yet I suffer and am the one disgraced.
I may have it wrong, Lord
I could be angry for wrong reasons. But if not you deserve a slap.
Your rules I’ve sorted
Your rules I believe
But I still never nailed you to that fucking tree!
Don’t further punish me
Don’t leave me on my own
Take responsibility and show the devotion even I’ve shown
I love you, Christ. No other gods, ever
Yet you wound me…. If there is no reason I hope the conscience cuts deeper than any spear
Cuz right now your amusing toy needs someone and she is not even close to being near.
-Lynn, highly pissed
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