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Memnoch · 08-27-2003, 07:36 PM

Quietus: That was *exactly* the quote I was thinking of as I read this.

I appreciate beauty so much. I do. But to use the words of a great band: "Everyday, I feel anonymous hate." There are times when I am so full of hatred for life and those who hold onto it like babes to their mother, I feel it should be ended. It seems like, no matter how beautiful this world may or may not be, it's just not worth seeing anymore. Every flower is different, but at the same time, every flower is the same. They're flowers. Force me to see why we continue on, day after day, trudging through lives that, for the most part, we don't want to be in. It seems like everyone is just waiting to die. It seems like all the good in the world is done simply to make that waiting period between birth and death a little more comfortable, while we wait for kingdom come. And I think that's shit. I do. Why bother waiting? I'm not saying I or anyone else should kill themselves, but why be put here in the first place if all the vast majority of us do is just sit around and wait until we get taken back to whereever we started from? It's infuriating.

08-27-2003, 07:36 PM	#16 (permalink)
Memnoch Insane Location: Land of milk and honey - Wisconsin	Quietus: That was exactly the quote I was thinking of as I read this. I appreciate beauty so much. I do. But to use the words of a great band: "Everyday, I feel anonymous hate." There are times when I am so full of hatred for life and those who hold onto it like babes to their mother, I feel it should be ended. It seems like, no matter how beautiful this world may or may not be, it's just not worth seeing anymore. Every flower is different, but at the same time, every flower is the same. They're flowers. Force me to see why we continue on, day after day, trudging through lives that, for the most part, we don't want to be in. It seems like everyone is just waiting to die. It seems like all the good in the world is done simply to make that waiting period between birth and death a little more comfortable, while we wait for kingdom come. And I think that's shit. I do. Why bother waiting? I'm not saying I or anyone else should kill themselves, but why be put here in the first place if all the vast majority of us do is just sit around and wait until we get taken back to whereever we started from? It's infuriating. __________________ Doing my best not to end up like Kathleen Chang.