Just so you all know, my issues are getting resolved...
I'm going away in a few days to be alone with my husband and tell him about it. Having done that, I'm quite sure that he will make sure I do what I need to do... and get me through it... and help me get past something that should have been resolved years ago...
Thank you all for being there...
More info in my journal:
http://www.tfproject.org/tfp/journal...ournalid=27572
Entries 19, 20 and 23