KamikaziManiac

I feel exactly the way that you do, but my situation is a little different. This girl ended up showing up at my work around october and I fell head over heels for her. Then, I find out that she has a boyfriend. She had been after him for a while, and she finally got to be with him and she was happy. We hung out a lot and became friends, and I loved her more and more every day we were together. I felt like she felt the same way, but I never made a move. I was affraid that either she would get hurt by having to choose me over her boyfriend, or that she would just reject me and that would be the end of our friendship. I haven't known her that long, but I know that I love her. I don't date people unless I think it'll go somewhere, and she's the first girl I have ever wanted to date. I think it's pretty much over between us. She's going to college, and she loves her boyfriend more than anything. I think she got over me, which hurts too. I still feel for her everyday, and i wish she were single. I never actually expressed my feelings to her, and i'm starting to wish I had. I'm going back to work soon, and I know it'll hurt alot without her. I think that your situation went better for you, at least you know that she loves you. I think I don't mean anything to her anymore, she won't even talk to me, and we were friends. I dunno, just thought i'd share and tell you that what your going through is happening to the best of us. I know how hard it is to deal with this kinda thing, my friends think I'm insane for loving this girl as much as I do. Just know that your not alone, and that people will always be there to back you up. I hope it works out between you two.