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Old 08-25-2003, 03:29 AM   #68 (permalink)
ssander9
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I know it's none of my bussiness, but you need to get help, dude. I was a child of the 60's. It was a drug free for all for several years with the drugs that were most abused were Herion, Acid (windowpane) and Weed. I lost a few friends to overdosing on the first two. You have done Meth so long now you are in a different reality then most people....the problem is it isn't really you. I recently watched a very good friend of mine go from making 70 grand a year lose his wife, his job, his house and all access to his kids. He then started stealing things from his family and friends to support his crack habit. He was very convincing when he was high, talked me into loaning him some money after he said he was off the stuff. I even bought him some groceries and let him work with me a few days until i realized he was still using and tried to steal from me and use me. He had one of the best lives a person could want and lost it all in a year!
Like I said before, you don't know me and don't owe me a damn thing, man. You DO owe it to the people that love you to get off this shit. Your family already suspect you're using...you are hurting them more than you know. Think about it...if it was your brother or sister doing the shit and you were straight what would you do and how would you feel?

Sorry about the rant, just sick and tired off seeing this kind of thing happen to people I know, seen it too many damn times and it NEVER makes you a better person after it takes hold of your life.
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