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Old 08-23-2003, 04:35 PM   #51 (permalink)
YzermanS19
not your typical god-fearing junkie
 
Location: State of Confusion
Well, I figure I might as well post what I have done, as everyone else seems to be doing. Again, I don't recommend drugs to anyone.

My list:
LSD- Done twice, by far the "hardest" drug I have done. Both times were extremely introspective and beneficial. I'd like to spend the next 15 years getting to that "place" without the use of them, but that requires a LOT of mediation. Maybe when I'm a little older.

Psilocybe Mushrooms- Done three times. Probably my favorite drug, but I'll probably never do it again. Just the same feeling about acid. I'd rather spend 15 years meditating to get to that point without the drugs than spending the $30 and doing it again.

Ketamine or Special "K"- Done once. Never do it again. I don't like the lack of control associated with it.

Datura or Jimsonweed- Done once. Never reached the threshold to reach psychedelic states, and don't want to. The stuff dried out all my mucous membranes, and it wasn't worth it.

Salvia Divornium- Done 3 times. Very intesting drug, but not as introspective and revealing as some of the others I have done.

Marajuana- Done countless times, socially only. I never done this stuff once a day, but I have smoked alot.

Alcohol- Done countless times, socially only. This drug is by far the most dangerous of all the drugs I've done. No doubt in my mind about that. Just the way people act when drunk proves that.

Caffiene- The only drug I am addicted to. I get headaches if I dont drink a soda during the day.

As for prescription: Codiene, Vicodin, Oxycontin. Will never do any of these without a prescription. Ever.

My rules about drugs are as follows: I don't do anything highly addicted (heroin, coke, meth, etc), and the ones that I could get addicted to (alcohol), I don't do enough to get to that point of dependency.

Unlike some other users, I have never become "stupid" or "dimwitted" from using drugs (unless on them at the time: alcohol). I do everything in moderation. I still have big ambitions, and still do VERY well in college. I work for a living, and not once have drugs have interfered with me being on time and doing a good job. My social life is great, I have friends from both sides of the table: straight edge and users.

I am probably an exception. I don't deny it.

Am I lucky? No. I went into the mindset of doing them correctly, and I have. Every drug on the list has benefitted me in some way at some time. I dont regret doing them. I don't recommend them to anyone either.
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