She loves you and wants to be with you but if you go to "experiment " she will never forget it or stop thinking she wasn't good enough even if you end up together.
I have had sex with two women, The mother of my son(she moved on) and the mother of my two daughters(married 9 years and happy). I somrtimes think about what if scenarios but I don't consider them for two reasons : 1. I love my wife. and 2. no meaningless sex could be as satisfiying as the sex I have with the woman I love and have chosen to live my life with.
you have to make a decision and i don't envy you the choosing but I don't miss the "greener grass" at all. Love shouldn't be a feeling but a state of being.
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