I think my jaw dropped five times reading that journal entry. Whoa, mama, that was pretty steamy stuff!
This paragraph more or less summarized the mood and the ensuing jaw drops:
"I slid my hand down to her lower back, right at the point where it aches. She closed her eyes and tensed a little. I was in no hurry. We had all night and the next day and I didn’t really care if it didn’t go very far. I just wanted to enjoy being intimate with her."
I'm really afraid to get this close to my already small circle of friends for fear of losing or alienating any of them. Maybe I need to learn to be more social and expand my network of friends. I don't know, maybe I'm just not ready for that level of intimacy.
Sadness.
You are so very lucky! Hope you have a fun and relaxing weekend. I'm looking forward to reading the rest.