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Damn!
Have any of you been real lonely? I mean, not friendship-wise, but in the terms of a significant other?
I've been single for two years. I've been fine with it up until recently. I don't know why, but I have been getting really angry whenever I see my best friend or other friends HAPPY with their girlfriends. I remember the time I was like that. Actually truly happy. Not a care in the world. I really want to go back to those days.
But, I don't know if I can. I know this chick who's going to be a Junior in High School. She's really cool and, well, perfect for me. Similar taste in music, laughs at my lame jokes, really cute. But, the thing is, is I'm going to go to college in two weeks. I don't want to start a relationship with her, somehow fuck her life up, and ruin her reputation and thus ruining her relationship with me.
Yet, I also REALLY, REALLY WANT TO HAVE A SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP with her. Like I said, she's perfect for me!
I have absolutely no idea what to do. So, I'm turning to you all here for some advice. Please help.
Thanks.
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Waiting... to be born again
Wanting... the saddest kind of pain
Waiting for the day when I will crawl away
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