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lately i've been in my own mental war and this flowed to my keyboard. not totally accurate, but it fits
Falling and falling
Plummeting at godly speeds
Hitting every single stake and snare
Hearing
Voiceless
Helpless and miserable
Falling deeply in a mental abyss
Screaming to loud to be heard
Not able to produce a single meaningful word
Why did it turn out this way
Where did it go wrong
Falling into a mental abyss far from a place I never belonged
Fallen so far my hate is gone
Now I see straight I know I had no home
Falling and falling, even here I don’t belong
The outsider, the loner
The wannabe goner
Not a faller
Falling and screaming kicking and bleed
The hooks have snared me and are slowing my fall
I doubt this abyss ends at all
Falling and fallin, how far have I fell?
Always the outsider, unwanted
Falling inside of my self made hell
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