I hear what you all are saying, and it makes sense. Problem is.....it's too late. She's already decided to move out. Her mentality is that this break is something that we definitely need if we have any chance to move forward (if that makes any sense). Honestly, for the past 2 years now, I've thought a lot about that awesome euphoric feeling you have when you first meet someone great and what sex would be like with other girls.
A lot of you guys are saying that sex with other girls (other than the ONE) is not that great. I bet you're right, I've heard the same from my friends. I feel like crap now because I think I made a big mistake in letting her go but then again, I think this is REALLY something that I need to clear my head of this stuff.
I realized something else the other day......any girl that start a relationship with from here on has GOT to be better than the girl I'm with because I wouldn't tolerate anything less. RIGHT? I guess the only problem with that mentality is that it might take me a long time to find that person. Oh well. I feel like total crap. Live and learn.
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