Life is what you make of it. Each person wants a different thing to be important in their life.
Since you considered proposing to your gf several times before, it sounds like you are looking into a long term relationship. If that is the case, and it appears that it is, then I think you're leaving a great thing behind if you break this off.
People will say that there are other girls out there, which is true. But when you've reached a level like you apparantly have with this girl, it will be difficult to get back to where you were.
Also, what happens when you get to this point with another girl? Are you going to do the same thing to her? How much sex and how many girls are enough? These are all questions you'll have to answer yourself.
If I were you, I'd hit that Undo button a couple times and make things up to your girl.
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