No offence but... You fool!! lol.. I've been through what you were doin.. except I proposed... and I'm only 21 Me and my girl have only been with each other, Yes I still think about what if?? and what would another chick be like? But a good friend once said to me You've got to live in the present not the future. If you could see yourself having kids with this woman..
I myself just over looked all that crap about being with another woman and what it must be like yada yada yada.. hehe.. I have enough fun exploring with her than I ever did.
Just my thought
