It sounds to me like you really, really want to believe that she is the woman that you want to marry, but you have doubts.
In my opinion, and this is only my opinion, when you find the right person, you will have no doubts, and you will truely feel as if you won't be missing out on anything.
I also agree that if you break up now, you will never date her again. Though she may say that you can get back together in the future, you won't.
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