I'm sorry for your loss, I know exactly where you are coming from... My friend passed away about two weeks ago.. i just got back from his memorial service.
The biggest realization that hit me was that fact that I'll never be able to talk to him again. I'll never be able to call him up or ask him to go out. You always assume that person would always be there and take it for granted.. it's hard to accept that I can't do simple things anymore.
I hope you feel better. I know that I hard a hard time accepting things and dealing with it. Luckily my friends helped me pull through. I hope everyone's posts here help you pull through too.
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