OK, just accept this (for the rest of the post), it'll make the rest easier:ever time you think of something or make a choice, a new dimensions is created where that actually occurs. (for this activity a dimension is, in my eyes, a separate universe from our own like an entirely separate plane from ours; a parallel universe) if you have ever watched the show "Sliders" you should understand what i mean.
for example: What should i do now?, you think maybe i'll order chinese, but you eat left overs. simply thinking oh maybe i'll get chinese, creates a dimension where that actually happends.
for every choice you make there are infinite possiblities and infinite out comes, creating infinite parallel universes where each thing would actually happen
so if you had gotten chinese, the delivery girl might have given YOU a tip
haha , see u get my point.
i was actually goin to post about something different but i realized i should just leave it like this seeing how crazy this might seem to some.
so i shall leave u with this question:
What do you really want?
(taking the previous into consideration, you might as well give real answers and not stupid ones)
you dont really need to discuss the question, seeing as how it's for you and not for me, discuss the idea.