from a bad place, and trying to save face..
void
i have no love left to give
no one around to share in my pain
a gaping hole in my chest
nothing left but apathy and disdain
at one time i seemed to care
my emotions so vibrant, alive
i purged myself of feeling
sadly no love managed to survive
i thought it would be better
to feel nothing rather than sadness
but instead it has simply
driven me to the edge of madness
i've given my heart to you
now i've no reason left to live on
this darkness is so blinding
if i could just bear the light of dawn
my soul's detached, wandering
seeking shelter from this bitter storm
the plague of my emotions
pursues it like a bloodthirsty swarm
god listen to my prayer
close my book, place me back on the shelf
bring death upon my door, or
give me the courage to kill myself
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seretogis - sieg heil
perfect little dream the kind that hurts the most, forgot how it feels well almost
no one to blame always the same, open my eyes wake up in flames
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