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I know exactly how you are feeling right now. I too just had a very close friend pass away last week. He died from drinking too much...had cardiac arrest in his sleep after a long long night of partying. It was the first friend I have ever had die and I cannot begin to describe how horrible it is knowing I cannot hang out with him ever again. I guess these things happening are a reminder to us that we really do need to cherish every day that we spend alive and not take it for granted. I have always been told that by my family, but not until this week have I really understood what it truly meant. I still find myself calling his cell phone and listening to his voice mail, and it almost fools me into thinking it never even happened. Im sorry about your loss -Ever-, hang in there.
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