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Old 08-07-2003, 06:10 PM   #60 (permalink)
josobot
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I agree with Zeld2.0...I have a picture of my sister in her mid 20's on the wall...I almost never say what happened...her note was rather meaningless...she had made a conscious effort to justify an estrangement from each in the family...I think the problem is one of vanity...afraid to be just ordinary...I'm sure some drugs and a bad marriage didn't help...but like Nietzsche says, sometimes you just have to change yourself (a very Christian idea) and that can be humbling. Suicide is often defiant...an I will not change statement...a trivialized vanity...if you believe in something, you live for it and if it just might not be as worthwhile as you thought...you change yourself.
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