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Just need a little advice.
This is my first time posting a thread, and I feel kinda dumb but I really need some advice.
I just moved out of my house (I'm eighteen) up to Salt Lake City to go to school and Its my first time out on my own. I live with my boyfriend of two years. It seems like lately all I want to do is cry and I don't even want to leave the house. It's alot worse at night, but during the day all I want to do is sleep, then at night I can't sleep (I don't sleep during the day because I work), so basically I am getting minimal sleep. MY boyfriend is wonderful and is so supportive and instead of leaning on him for support, I take my frustrations out on him. And I feel so bad because he has problems of his own that he's dealing with so I don't think its fair for me to unload on him. I'm just so sad all the time. I miss my parents, my old city, my dog. I don't know if all this is worth it. I want to prove to everyone that I can do it (no one thought I would.), but the thought of school starting on the 20th just makes me even more anxious. I'm also worried about money, so that adds to it too. I mean i'm not poor, but I'm constantly paranoid that something is going to break on me (like my car) and I wont be able to afford to fix it. Just stuff like that, and I lose sleep over all of this. That's all I do all night is just run scenarior through my head of what could happen. It's driving me crazy and I just want some advice on how to cope. Thanks guys. I read all the other threads and see how much you help all of the others, so thank you in advance for anything that can help me, even if it's just encouragement.
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