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I've been thinking about this alot the last couple of days, and i honestly believe she doesn't have that "thing" for me that people should have...I think she is just dealing with it in hopes that her feelings for me will change. I can deal with the fact that she isn't lusting after me, but I wish she'd just tell me that and get it over with. She thought when we first met that we were meant to be together, and I think that "romantic idea" is keeping her from ending the relationship; when, if it were any one else, it would have been over by now...I'm just seriously confused and tired of thinking about it. She's not honest with herself, and therefore not honest with me...sometimes I think I'm just wasting my time..I'm doing my best to keep a positive outlook, but this is just unlike any other relationship I've ever had...The shitty thing, is that it's not just "sex" per say, it's intimacy in general...I'm gonna keep focusing on the good things and not push this issue..gonna try to let things happen naturally, but it's very difficult when it's on my mind so much
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