i fear i wont be able to have this girl in my life
and that thought makes me feel so miserable
i want to curl up into a ball and cry.
i should rename this thread to Rainwulfs Miserable Existence lol
RME
i spent lunch with her today
it makes me so speechless, how she makes me feel.
its so supernatural...
i get so shy around her.
im so scared that she will see something that she wont like.
i know she wont. she told me that nothing i could ever do would change how she feels towards me. I believe her.
but im still scared.
she makes me act so confidently. where as in the past acting confident always went bad... its so easy to be with her. sometimes i just want to kiss her to death, other times i just want to lean against her, with our heads touching, with her hand on my face, with my hand on top of hers....
she is so incredible.
Last edited by Rainwulf; 07-29-2003 at 10:02 PM..
|